Ugh, I've been getting hardly any sleep lately...

Like, 5 hours at the most? School has been consuimg a lot of my time lately...I apologize I haven't got my new account in exactly the right order yet, but I will as soon as I can. I get home pretty damn late, coming from the city everyday, so I gotta devote all my after school time to home---slacking off.
Yea, the "starry" u knew that worked so hard and refused to be lazy kinda got lazy. I think it's side effects from my art school, in a way..I always feel very unmotivated whenever I come home, just feel like going on AIM, facebook, and sleeping. Oh and drawing, but it's always the same thing I end up attempting to work on.
I always finish my homework now (Or not even finish) around 12-1am. Then I become lazy/tired in the morning, causing me to get to 1st period history late EVERY DAY, making me lose points in that class.

Man, I need to get it together...
I also find it very difficult to pay attention in any of my claases now. No, I'm not failing anything (that's something I never do), but I feel like I should be doing WAY better, knowing how easy the acedemics are in this school. I mean seriously, compared to honors freshman year, this year should be a breeze, but I'm not attempting enough effort to make it so...And geometry, oh GOD. I just feel such a lack of motivation for math this time around, which totally isn't like me...I always want to do better in math, being that I;m so bad at it. I would go to tutoring everyday to make sure I understood every damn lesson.

What happened to that? I really need to get back to my old self...
Me, not doing homework, I mean seriously...I was NEVER like that. and altho my teachers don't give a crap about when it's due or whatever, I would still ALWAYS do it. I always studied for tests, got 90s and 100s, now I never study.
But I came to this school for art, so I suppose it SHOULD be worth it. I haven't been attenting much after school art sctivities, or tutoring for that matter. I'm starting to think I;m getting carried away with friends and stuff rather than doing what I really should be doing... I just really don't feel like I care about studying and homework anymore...I miss summer, when I was able to be free and do whatever I wanted. And my comic? Go figure I've had barely any time for even story boards. I wish I was able to work on it in class, screw my other projects. This comic is supposed to mean more than any other art to me right now, and i gotta get moving, or people will never read it.Sorry for that tho, I keep forgetting to reupload the pages, tho there's still that site....

And as of now, I STILL have homework I'm putting off on...Only upside; tomorrow I get to go to the MOMA museum (an art meuseum in NYC) that offers epic kick ass after school programs. I'm taking along a new friend, so hopefully things will work out well. I really look foward to that, it's the only thing I love doing after school on Fridays

Oh P.S. I think I bombed my mid terms...I didnt study for any, there goes a good test grade...hur dur tommorow's part 2, along with mon+tues...real fun

and getting a COFFEE stain on my cartooning project isn't the greatest train of thought either...#1 reason i hate traditional.